must be wondering and pondering where i've lost t .
hardly even touch my computer anway.

FAT

my main motive here is t scream my lungs out and say, I'VE BECOME A BIG FAT F. ASS. i've been putting on weight like... how th water tap flows th damn water out . haha , its like " oh my god " ( in th bimbotic acent ) 

i know , we will all go " FUCK LA "  . i know , how does it feel like t be fat.

HEARTBROKEN t see your body turn in to some horses ass. 

SCHOOL

hahahahaha, school is tiring , boring .. i don't even intend t sutdy hard fo th common test. not like previously mid year, i study like.... oh my lord. hahaha. and i did it . and boring and tiring , was meant fo th teachers and stuff. but not my friends, th oh so bimbotic girl , amelia beautiful swamy dass , cute lil round headed , yok fong and Freakkkinggg long hair su tieng. hahaha. never fails t make u go crazy at least fo a day. 

BABY

well, if you're wondering.. baby and i are like .. doing great. love his accompany :D
he's like always full of surprises.

once we suppose t go jogging like 8 am , which is like a holiday , i woke up and went t th toilet and saw no phone call , so i thought he in a totaaly deep sleep and forget our morning excercise , so i went back t sleep , i was happy dreaming when i felt , im not th only person in th room, as you know 7 month . hahahahahahaha. no la , it wasn't that scary la . it was that TEO AIK KAI staring at me sleeping o.o , i know , seem like a devil look on you ,hahahaa =x. i was soooooooooo freaking happy th moment i saw him , haha. but also embarressing. he said i was kicking while sleeping , hahaha. so , don't sleep beside me , cause you'll never no you'll get bash by me . hehehe. beside he's always full of suprise. and it always make me happy like crazy till i feel like whacking him up . haha.

FAMILY

grand ma birthday paa not long ago, it was her 70th birthday . she's like damn f. happy la. haha. 

and , i love my mother more and more each day, she's my JELLY BEAN BEAN BEAN ! and my humpty dumpty . hahaha
she and baby are my jelly bean, and i love jelly bean. hahaha! i love mommmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyy @\(*&^%$##$%^&*(*&^%$#%^&*(*&^%. hahaha. bean beannnnnnnnnnnnnn !

lazy post all th pics . just go t my friendster.

im backkkk :D
well, this week we went t simei ite fo course. i got into beauty course.. well, actually i think it would be boring, but now .. i think its th most fun among all.
i heard that retail sale , open business operation and so on held in th lecture room , watching th screen. haha. well, im please i chose beauty.
1st. we hardly get theory work
2nd. improve ourself look
3rd. free facial/ medicure/ pedicure. lmao , i know.

ytd they teachs us t look neat , well. looking neat actually look NICE. haha. and do make up. soooo.. isabella was th model of th day. i did make up on her. but didn't got in th top 5. but .. this morning i did fo ting yu.. we got in th top 5. hahaha. th make up was o.o , everything you need is there . haha , th facility rocks. and we did facial today, but this time isabella did facial on me , while i fell asleep on th bed. so did xy and th rest ( someone snore like an ass ). they work on our face for hours, but very shiok! cause they massage put cream , mask , and eveything.. wow. hahaha. tml im gonna do on isabella. hehe. and do medicure. hahahaha! 



















just got a phone call......



























tearslest.

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WHAT'S WITH THE WORLD!

kay, how do i start . with my current life , damn fun & good , until today. i died 7 times already . playing ff-x th whole entire day. i know, wtf ? anyways , th reason i died because teo aik kai , baby, haha, went t hong kong fo a week. i know , hell. okay , all i gotta do is t tell myself . he's coming back soon , he's coming back soon , right ? yeah right , A WEEK . okay , a day i died 7 times , a week , hmm .. 7x7=49 . omfg , i know. kay .

change topic -.-

i saw angeline blog , hmm .. she say evryone changnig , yeah it is . we girls seems t drifting apart , well , i don't know what t say about it either. if any of you sees this and don't make an effort .. means you're th ones fusy about choosing who t go out with .. i mean like , must you just stick with one ? kay  its up t you guy anws .. i don't even know who th hell im talking about -.- .. and like , bella wanted t book me th whole week while aik kai away , haha. she's mad ! anyways .. im all yours baby ! haha . ( for a week ) 

plans fo tml .. bella wants t come over .. okay ... oh shiat , dance .. i forgotten about it ! kay , tml do house chores , mop like crazy . then .. play ff-x , then ....... bella come over or i find her , then ... dance ..... then .. home .... then ...... sleep .. omg , my life boring like hell ! 
someone .. safe me ! GAGAGAGAGAGGA ~ 

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[	My Music	|	No Air - Jordin Sparks feat. Chris brown	]

 surpsingly , im posting too soon . i thought i will post next month or something .. haha .

anyways , xy birthday , eunice birthday and joel birthday coming.. omgomg. freaking broke . and heard there will be another class bbq as th previous one was not really called class chalet as th other say . i've no comment cause i left freaking early . and im gonna attend th next class bqq and stay a lil longer for th sake of my girl xy , its on her bdae . so sacrifice a lil time fo her wouldn't kill . but th big problem is.. money$$ ka-ching! hear that ? haha. big big problem , i don't even have a single cent in my pocket ! not mentioning , no shopping fo nini this hols , fuck . okay , don't talk about it alr , i just have too beg a lil from daddy . im not going t take a single cent from mommy. can't bare , you see. mommy have not been going shopping fo a long time . so if i beg a lil money from dad , i'll go shopping with baby , and buy clothes fo mommy. i mean , you know.. GSS. so clothes will not cost that much. don't say im a good girl , cause if i am.. i will be helping mommy do th house chores. when im doing v little alr. if only im not that lazy.. i'll help her with everything.. haha :D 

anw , xy . STAY HAPPY LA, u mamaisao . anything call nini. dun cry like a dog , i prefer u t cry like a cat , ok , im just kidding . just call me , free hotline :D i love u , okay , i just can't believe i say that i love her. xy if ur digusted , i'll take it back . haha .

p.s , i love aik kai more la . haha :D

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RESULTS ARE OUT BABY !!!! haha

school have many programme , course or whatever .
first th amzingly shoik , whatever , freaking lame .
second comes , FLYER . way cool . but kinda giddy . and th car look like some freaking small toy car . haha . had fun .
thirs was .... FENCING ! WOOOOOO . way dope dude , you should try it . esp when you're a fan of poking people with a sword . haha . everyone had fun . damn ! we chose th right choice . thanks t nini AGAIN . haha .

PICTURESSSS !

getting readyyy !


and my opponent is ...
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HIM


FIGHT !!!



GUESS WHAT , i WONNNN .
 & its xy turn . damn , she look like she's from th woodbrige hospital ..



 haha .

FLYER


th rest of th photos still with my teacher -.-

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kendra says , what happen t your hyper blog ?

had chinese examination today , like woooo . i understand my paper 2 , amazing . had lunch with baby near his house , guess what .. I SAW MY UNCLE . omgomg , i pretended i never see him . hehe . but in th end , i fail t not notice him . baby send me home , although th weather is darn hot . he's sweating like a " pig " . hahaha . and he chose his arm pit over me ! hahahahaha . crazy shiat . went home and had my nice cold bubble bath , reading my social studies and having my bubble bath , cool isn't , multi task . but i ended up falling alseep while having my bubble bath . i think i was in th bath fo 2 freaking hours ! haha . got out of my shower and played with my lil cousin , aw . she's one hyper active kid , dope shiat . no doubt ! haha . she went t th roof top with me , and lie down t watch th stars . haha , remind me of baby . i can't stop thinking about him then .. hur . lying down on th floor , feel th cool breeze , watching th beautiful stars is shiok ah . hahaha . we played with shadows and i piggyback her down t help her with her homework . i was teaching her how t read ENGLISH . hahah , i feel like a teacher , wooo ! and when i was trying t make her pronous , TUR-KEY . someone tap my shoulder .. i trun my head and guess what , it was baby ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , i was F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G happy man ! my lil cousin start screaming and jumping and clinging on t him . haha . they even tried t snatch baby away , hahah ! that was darn funny . mommy kept asking me t give in t my lil cousin , and i was like " NO WAY DUDE " hahaha . yeah , and baby accompany me t 9+ and went home . ringring ! nature's calling , haha . see ya , enjoy th photos :D

    
 

take me with you

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[	My Music	|	Bleeding Love -Leona Lewis	]

thursday*

grandma came home from hospital after her operation . she's been in th hospital fo 10 weeks and she's finally home . after school went home fo piano and i notice my neck is really swelling up and its hurting . daddy and mommy took me t hospital . doctor did some blood test and bla bla , and th results came out . they said my neck have an infection on my lymphnode . and i coundn't swallow . after hours in th hospital , went home , and aik kai just finish his soccer inter class game . and he said he was going home and rest , i was so grumpy .. and who knows , he bought me dinner ! he accompany me awhile and went home . damn ...... i look like a frog in th mirror . 

friday*
th medicine did help th lump pain t decrease . i can swallow now ! but ... my lump weighs like a kilogram ! so heavy . my neck's dropping , LOL . aunt and uncle visit grandma at home , and who knows , my lil cousin wesly fell sick fo 3 hnedays and my pretty cousin's neck also have some probelmm too . maybe spore too hot ? yeah , so takecare peopl !

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[	My Music	|	Your Call - Second Hand Serenade	]

no pics , this few days my face gets fatter because there's a F. lump growing under my neck , & its swelling up FAST . kendra , send me some pic t post alright ! or u post on your blog , so i can collect it ! haha
today's is tiring .. lucky fo me, i slept in english lesson or else i'll be darn tired . straight after school had chem remedial , and straight after chem remedial there's physic remedial . i know like , WTF right ? and so , straight after physic i rush fo my photogrphy course .
at least im not that hungry , cause baby bought fo me food while chem remedial . heh , touched alright. haha .

gonna post some other thing real soon .
bored of my blog ? check out clique's
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Kendrabestfriend- hollasugar.livejournal.com
Belladarl- holladope.livejournal.com

gonna have some rest , love ya'll .

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kept sleeping in chem class today , seriously tiring . went home after school , and get change . by pick me up and  head t ecp t do some photogrpahy . damn , i don't know whats wrong with th camera ! everything i took was .. totally BLUR . i meant , B.L.U.R , BLUR ! dope shiat (got infulence by zhongzhi,he always says that . ) so did not took anything , dissapointed . we saw a blue-green house fly mating , so cool ! but when i took it . was totally blur . do you know how wasted , argh ! so we chit chat like crazy with baby , till dinner time . he's suppose t come home with me fo dinner , mommy cook his share , & damn .. he refuses t come . so .. i end up eating his share , and im like extra fat again . damn you asshole ! haha .

Baby ,
thanks fo being there everytime when im down , you're always there when i need you :D :D :D you're th best shiat i ever had ! hahahaha , kidding . you're th BEST BESTER BESTEST ( i know , no such a word ) BOYFRIEND EVER ! seriously , i don't know why you never fail t be there uhs ? gurdian angel ? LOL , back t th point . I wana thank you soooooooooo much ! & i know i've made you upset many many times , im sorry ! let's be straight & direct next time alright ? i love you , Jayden Teo Aik Kai :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D !

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brother & i been working for that hot body , tired tired , aching aching , old already .
have not been studying fo a week , need motivation pleasexzxz .

***************target ***************
mid years examination , must pass all , even fo my ultimate lousy geography & social studies .
by next 3 month , better lose some fucking fats , at least 3 kg . diet starts tommorow .

i hate your attitude .